Im Still Not Good Enough

I Need More Self-Confident!!!

More...More~~~More!!!

Self-Confident!!!

As Many People Don't Know...I'm Actually Live Past A Few Very Dark And Unforgettable Sad Childhood...

Those Things That Happened Has Leave Such An Impact That Make Me Totally Lost My Self-Confident...

Every Times When I'm trying To Tell My Self That I Can Strive As High As The Others...There Will Be A Voice Calling Me Out, Saying That I'm Useless And I Won't Make It...

It Has Become The Great Wall Of Obstacles For Me To Overcome It...

I Need My Confident In Persuading My Dream,Achieving My Goals And To Build A Better Me!

Where Can I Get My Confident?!?!?

Chicken Pocks

Sad Sad...

Recently...My Dear Got Chicken Pocks And The Doctor Gave Her 2 weeks Of MC From 3Jul Until 17Jul...

Ask Anyone You Know In SABS Upper Six That Have Known Me And They Sure Can Tell You How Miserable I Have Been For The Past 2 Weeks Without Seeing Her In School...

I Was Practically Lost My Sense Of Direction...

Every Recess I'll Go To Be Someone Else's "Light Bulb" Or Just Simply Walking Aimlessly Like A Soulless Creature...

I've As If Went Through "Hell" For The Past 2 Weeks...And When I Think That Its Finally Over And When Her MC Is Just 1 Day Away Before She Can Come To School Again...

The Bad News Arrived At My Ears...

I Got Chicken Pocks Too!!!

Oh My God...

So Now Will Be Her Turn To Go School Without Me...I Am So Sad To Be Noticed That The Time For Me To Unable To See Her Has Been Extended In Such Ways...It Makes Me Feel Like Shouting Those Dirty Words!

The News That I Got Chicken Pocks Came To Me Yesterday Morning When I Skipped School To Go Consult With The Doctor About My Head Dizziness.I Was Again So Sad To Heard Such A New...

Originally...Me And My Dear Plan To Go Watch A Movie Yesterday Night But Now Everything Is Ruined!!!

Sad Sad...