Chemistry Exam!!

How To Say Ne...Hmm....Seems Like It Has Been A Long Time Since I Really Put That Much Effort In Studying...
Well,In This Case...It's CHEMISTRY...
I've Been Doing Revision For That Subject For Quite Some Time Now...I Thought I'll Understand Because I Really Understand It When I'm Reading The Notes.But The Truth Has Always Been Not So Pleasant...When I Try To Start Doing Some Chemistry Exercise...It Come To Me That I Don't Even Quite Know What The Question Want Actually...
I'm Such A Failure Product...I've Regret That I Didn't Pay Much Effort All The Time Along...If Only Time Can Be Turn Back...

Afraid

I Dono What Had Gotten To Me Recently But I Think That AFRAID Might Just Be The Most Suitable Word To Describe My Feeling Now...
There Are Many Reason For Me To Be Afraid Of...And The Most Critical One For The Mean Time Will Be The Fear Of Loosing...Fear Of Me Loosing Her!
I Hope She Knows How Important She Is To Me And I've Been Trying My Best To Treasure Her As Much As Possible In Order For The Day She Left Me WILL NOT COME!!
Because I Do Really Believe In FOREVER ... I Wish That She'll Be Thinking The Same Way As I Do Too...

A Endless High Way Duty...

Hmmm...I Wonder Where Should I Start This Blog With.
Lets See...During The Whole Duty When We Are Petroling The Gambang->Maran High Way...We Were Using The Left Lane (SLOW LANE) Most Of The Time...To Me,Its A Whole New Experience Even Though Its Really Nothing Big Deal With It.
Non In My Life Time That I've Been Traveling My Whole Journey Using That Lane And It Really Brought Up A Totally Different Traveling Experience That Was Unexpected.
HaHa...Maybe Because Its "SLOW" I Got More Time To Check Up The Scenery And I've Been Missing For The Past Few Years Of My "TOTAL BLINDNESS" .I Really Can't Believe That I've Actually Missed A Few Big Buildings Along The Way.I Really Didn't Acknowledge Their Existence Before.
Silly Silly Me...

Sad Day (Part ll)

Hmmm...Lets resume on my 1st blog...
After the incident,I manage to learn from my mistake and our team continue our duty just like what we are assigned for...
Since there's still a whole night until the next team take over,we were all chatting and playing the whole night and got exhausted our self,neither than we do,we all can't get to sleep!So we spent some more time chatting and taking pictures together...haha...its actually quite fun.
After we are all worn out by those self made activities and whole day of on calls,my team member manages to get to sleep except me.I was holding the phone the whole night in case of our services are needed.Well,of course that's not the only thing I do during the long hot night.In fact,I felt that I'm actually lucky because I have been given a chance to observe my special on the whole night while she was sleeping.It makes me feel kinda like I've become her guardian angel...HaHa
Everything was going smoothly until we changed our shift with the next team on the day after.She knew that I've spent a whole sleepless night but not knowing the true reason behind it.And she got angry on me and ignored me for almost the whole day... T. T
and that's exactly another reason why I'm so moody during my high way duty...

Sad Day

HiHi...this is the 1st time i start my own blog...It seems fun when i saw my friends was doing it!
Well Today I'm gonna talk about some of my experiance when I was Patroling on the Gambang Highway during my 1st St.John High Way Duty...
I'm the team leader for Gambang night shift team that day...and It can be classified as an awful day at 1st.
We were asked to gether at the St.John HQ at around 1730 for a early head start towards out destination---> The Gambang Clinic
When we 1st arrive there, we were happy to see our friends that duty at the morning shift and I'm pretty sure that they'll feel the same way too...HaHa!!This is because they just ended their 12hours of miserable time there sitting and waiting for emergency call.We were officially START our duty when their team leader and I Finish recording the LOG BOOK and CHECKING THE AMBULANCE EQUIPMENTS.
Time for diner arrive not long after the duty exchange and we were brought to SRI JAYA for diner together with the MARAN team.On our way to SRI JAYA,I made a MISTAKE that i didn't expect to happen OCCUR!Since this is a public blog,I wont be mentioning what mistake I've made.Sorry guys,but i can tell you that it feels awful and I really can't believe that I'm actually that useless.
Lucky for me,someone really important was there for me...she rises me up when i was down and brighten my gloomy sky.I felt terrible to have drag everyone including out Captain and Doctor who was suppose to be resting after their 12hours duty too...
Hmmm...dono why suddenly feel no mood when I mention about dragging Dr and Captain (",lll)
I guess I'll pen off here...let see when I'll have time for part 2 of my SAD Story la...