21-09-2009

Today---It Reached A 1 Year, 1 Month And 1 Day Since The Day My Heart Started To Blossem...

But Today...Its Not A Good Day...

2 more days to go...

2 more days till my very big day...

my feeling now is really exciting...

plus my dear has went to KL today to attend to her sister's graduation ceremony...

means i didn't see my dear for 1 whole day le...miss her so much...

got her message this afternoon saying that she didn't eat anything since an early breakfast until the time for her diner...

my 傻傻的心甘宝贝...hope she wont spoil her body that way...always didn't take good care of herself...

making me so worried...haiz...

missing her so much...

"Jia You"- Must Add Oil !!

Today Is Just 3 Days Away From 1 Full Cycle Of A Total 1 Year Form 2008-2008 Where My Heart Started To Bloom...

I Really Wish That I Can Spend All Of My Time To Be With Her...

It Feels So Awkward Plus Uncomfortable Whenever The Is Some Obstacles Preventing Me From Seeing Her Or To Communicate With Her...

For Example...My Phone Has Run Out Of Credit Yesterday Night...Its So Uneasy For Me To Have Lost Connection With Her Even For Just Few Hours...

Things I Wanna Say,Things I Wanna Know, Message I Wanna Sent...All Seems Impossible By That Few Hours Of My Credit Down Times...

So Many Message Unsent,Things Unsaid,And Question Unasked...

I Rushed To The Nearest 7-Eleven Right After I Finish My Tuition To Top Up My Phone That Night...

Enough Of Yesterday...Lets Talk About Today...

As I've Mention Above...Its Just 3 Days More Before Our Relation Reached A Year!I'm Getting More And More Exciting For The Day To Come...

So,I've Been STICKING On The Her Like Glue Today Like Any Other Ordinary Days...

But I Can See That She's As Excited For The Day To Come As Much As I Do...

During Recess...I Went Over To Her Class.She Was Studying...

I Approach Her And Sit In Front Of Her- Facing Her.

Kacau Kacau Her Abit...hihi...

She Grabbed My Hand And Drew Something On It...

A Square Pig!!

With A Peace Pose Finger!!

Eye Closing!!

Cheering For Me!!! Jia You!!!

I Love You My Dear!

A Big Day Is Approaching...

As Some Of My Friend Might Have Know...My Big Big day Will Be Coming In Another 19days More Counting From Today (01/08/2009)

Because In Another 19days---It'll Be A Total Of 365days Since My Heart Started To Bloom Since 2008-2008

My Relationship Has Almost Started For 1 Years Le!!!And It'll Still Be Going On...

I Really Appreciate HER...

She Has Been Patient With Me When I Did Something Wrong...

Keep Giving Me Chances To Improve Myself...

And Accepted Me For Who I Really Am...

I Really Appreciate Every Moment Of Chances That Has Been Given To Me To Be Able To Be With Her...

Deep Deep In The Corner Of My Heart,I Really Scared That I'll Loose Her Someday,Somewhere At Some Point...

You Can Call Me A 'Old Fashion' An 'Old Man Thinking' Or Whatever That You Like But Let Me Tell You This...

I Really Hope That "That" Day Would Not Come Until Death Do Us Apart...

My Dear...If Your Reading My Post...I Wanna Tell You That I Really Love You Very Much...

I'll Do What Ever I'm Capable Of To Make Sure That Our Relationship Continue Until

The Next Year,

The Next Next Year,

The Next Next Next Year,

The Next Next Next Next Year,

The Next Next Next Next Next Year,

Until Death Really Do Us Apart...

Really Really Cherish You...

Im Still Not Good Enough

I Need More Self-Confident!!!

More...More~~~More!!!

Self-Confident!!!

As Many People Don't Know...I'm Actually Live Past A Few Very Dark And Unforgettable Sad Childhood...

Those Things That Happened Has Leave Such An Impact That Make Me Totally Lost My Self-Confident...

Every Times When I'm trying To Tell My Self That I Can Strive As High As The Others...There Will Be A Voice Calling Me Out, Saying That I'm Useless And I Won't Make It...

It Has Become The Great Wall Of Obstacles For Me To Overcome It...

I Need My Confident In Persuading My Dream,Achieving My Goals And To Build A Better Me!

Where Can I Get My Confident?!?!?

Chicken Pocks

Sad Sad...

Recently...My Dear Got Chicken Pocks And The Doctor Gave Her 2 weeks Of MC From 3Jul Until 17Jul...

Ask Anyone You Know In SABS Upper Six That Have Known Me And They Sure Can Tell You How Miserable I Have Been For The Past 2 Weeks Without Seeing Her In School...

I Was Practically Lost My Sense Of Direction...

Every Recess I'll Go To Be Someone Else's "Light Bulb" Or Just Simply Walking Aimlessly Like A Soulless Creature...

I've As If Went Through "Hell" For The Past 2 Weeks...And When I Think That Its Finally Over And When Her MC Is Just 1 Day Away Before She Can Come To School Again...

The Bad News Arrived At My Ears...

I Got Chicken Pocks Too!!!

Oh My God...

So Now Will Be Her Turn To Go School Without Me...I Am So Sad To Be Noticed That The Time For Me To Unable To See Her Has Been Extended In Such Ways...It Makes Me Feel Like Shouting Those Dirty Words!

The News That I Got Chicken Pocks Came To Me Yesterday Morning When I Skipped School To Go Consult With The Doctor About My Head Dizziness.I Was Again So Sad To Heard Such A New...

Originally...Me And My Dear Plan To Go Watch A Movie Yesterday Night But Now Everything Is Ruined!!!

Sad Sad...

Prom Night 2009 By MPPT6 SABS

Well,Since Everyone Is Busy Updating Their Blog About this Prom Night,As So...I'll Do The Same As Well...

The Only Difference Will Be That I'll Post The Preparation Of Our Fellow Models For The Prom Night...

Here Goes The Stories...

Saturday Morning At About 10.30pm,Jun Hong And I went To HamYu's House To Do The Final Preparation For All the Songs That Are to Be Used On That Night.At The Mean Time,I Was Trying To Complete My Own Hand Made Mask But It Turned Out To Be Another Epic Failure Because I Over Heated The Plastic And Its Shape Changes...

Mean While,HamYu was Trying To Put On Contact Lens For The 1st Time And It Took Him More Than 1hours To Try Before GIVING UP...lolz My Bro...Ended Up Jun Hong Help Him To Put It On...

Few Hours Later..

All Models Are Required To Be At De Mines Hair Saloon(Our Sponsor For Hair Styling)

All Girls Started Simultaneously But In The Boys Case...Its A 1 On 1 For Hair Styling By Mr.Marco (This Guys Is A real Pro)

(Front)

(Left)

(Right)

(Back)

My New Hair Style By Mr.Marco Of Desvos

After Everyone Got Their Haircut...Its MAKE UP TIME...(But Only For Girls La...)

hihi...My Dear Dear... Hair Styling Also By Mr.Marco From Desvos And Make Ups By Clara

After We Finished Everything , We Went To MS Garden's Astana Ball-Room For A Final Large Scale Cat Walking Practices...lolz...

Luckily I Got A Very Pleasing And Positive Comments From My Friends About That Cat Walk...